![]() ![]() But I wasn’t upset about it, because I thought that I could do things over and do them better.”Īlthough the condition is not classified as a separate disorder in the American Psychiatric Association’s Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, there have been plenty of anecdotal accounts of what has been sensationalized as “walking corpse syndrome” and “life as a zombie.” Doctors who treat the condition say Cotard’s syndrome is a real illness, with patients believing they are dead and, like Wang, feeling extremely depressed, anxious and suicidal. “That was the beginning of when I was convinced that I was dead. “I was convinced that I had died on that flight, and I was in the afterlife and hadn’t realized it until that moment,” said Wang, now 32, who was convinced her husband and their dog Daphne were dead as well. Afterward, doctors were unable to find a cause for this episode.) ![]() (During a flight home to San Francisco from London, Wang had drifted into and out of consciousness for four hours. Then one morning, Wang woke her husband before sunrise with an incredible sense of wonder and tears of joy to tell him it all made sense to her now: She had actually died a month before, although at the time she had been told she merely fainted. She read a self-help book that was supposed to help people discover their core beliefs and desires she ordered and scribbled in five 2014 datebook planners, reorganized her work space and found herself questioning her role as a writer. Desperate to fend off what appeared to be early signs of psychosis, Wang went into a soul-searching and organizational frenzy. She had started to lose her grip on who she was and on the world around her. In the weeks prior to this, she had begun to feel increasingly fractured - like being scatterbrained, but to such an extreme that she felt her sense of reality was fraying at the edges. 5, 2013, Esmé Weijun Wang came to the remarkable conclusion that she was dead. ![]()
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